学习

我努力学习爱惜自己
学习对你和爱不再怀疑

这课题也许太不容易
爱上你先要学会
如何真心爱自己
不需要太多甜言蜜语
在这里要你听见
我内心深处的声音

在我过去的小时候
妈妈曾这么对我说
勇敢的背后
总是藏着太多害怕和颤抖
放我的心在你手中
千万别松开你的手
只是怕你不珍惜掉头就走

曾经倔强任性的我
学不会对爱要包容
是你的温柔
教会我一切都用心去感受


看看世界
世界多么大
让我再次感受到
你的灵魂
不属于我

做人要大方
开心多点
自然就会有
精彩事情发生
Enjoying life is what I should care now

休息

打了两天的仗，成绩还不错。今天可以再一次让我休息一下。。
好累，整个人都很轻,很抖。。
因为这两天都没吃任何东西。胃开始痛，不知道为什么就是吃不下任何东西.好辛苦啊。
肚子痛，整个晚上一直爬起来上厕所。隔天睡醒了，全身都很痛：（
好像下了一个咒呀！

休息休息
我要充回我的精神
再次打仗

下个月要得到满满饱饱的红包钱 ^^

静

Leave the country

咳...走了一段的路,虽然九天的时间并不长...可是真的超累的..还没去机场的时候,觉得很兴奋,很期待,不能睡觉.等了六个小时的飞机,坐了五个小时的飞机,终于到了目的地.
咳....好累呀.觉得自己很笨...早知道就休息,睡一场的觉先.
第一天....不会很冷.
1st, 2nd & 3rd day-Shanghai Hi-13 Celsius / Lo- 9 Celsius
4th day-Hangzhou Hi-14 Celsius / Lo-8 Celsius
5th day-Wushen Hi-14 Celsius / Lo- 8 Celsius
6th day- Nanjing Hi-13 Celsius / Lo- 8 Celsius
7th day- Beijing Hi-8 Celsius / Lo- -2 Celsius
每一天五点半,六点半,七点起床
搞到身体不舒服,整身痛 :(
习惯了
每天morning call还没到就自动睡醒了
好像梦游呀

在中国的时候
真的一点黑圆圈都看不到
到了马来西亚才发现
真的超严重的
恐怕会吓倒人叻.所以我选泽了请多一天的假来好好补充一下...不然客人看到也被我吓跑.好多好多事情发生尤其是生活的精彩部分.怎么说起呢?其实也没什么想得起因为累坏咯.... 咳...回到来的感觉真棒..尤其是不需要再穿四五件的衣服和外套了! 我最讨厌整身包成一个馒头那样...walao,天气也一直更改...有时候太阳都没有真的超冷啊! 哎哟,最期待的就是shopping time了! 可是最不开心的是,买什么也好一定有许多的压力...为什么这么说呢，因为我老爸一直在那里*&%$^#^$&%....要买好多的souvenior呀!也要看个人的评为和适合才能买,可惜的是....男生的东西真难买!时间限定了,才一个小时,多的是女生的物品....真是难选呀!!!! 希望同事们会体谅体谅一些.... 我连买保养品价值78元都要被老爸骂一堂~咳~好压力哦! 旅行的路程也蛮辛苦的....不敢喝太多的水,天气已经很干燥了...所以皮肤也变的超难看...看到都心疼.


一天三餐,包括了十多样美食...十样也有六样好吃的。所以呀,吃个不停...终于慢慢发胖了!由于天气冷的关系,肚子一直在叫...好难控制啊!：（
值得的是,能吃到上海和各种各样地方的美食...最多回到来勤劳的减肥咯!
回到来,好多东西要做....首先当然是弄好那个不能看的样子,头发身体,等等...然后才慢慢整理东西和买回来的东西...买了十五件衣服,四支笔,保养品,snacks&饼干,两双鞋,一个包包...等等...全部都很喜欢,不舍得送给人:P哈哈哈哈...不过怎样都是要让给别人啦,拥有太多不是一件好事叻！:P
fuuu~最喜欢的地点就是"三国城"了...因为那里有好多演员-加演员,扮演曹操,刘备,等等的角色...真的好帅气哦!他们的故事也很精彩!加上，看到好多马子,好可爱啊~
在酒店反复的看看自己的样子,变得越来越残了....心好疼...看看我的双眼,超恐怖的....真的从来没看过自己这么的样子...所以我巴不得赶快弄好我的脸才处理别的事情...



回到来,也把头发染了自己一直以来最喜欢的发色...看到了,超满意的 :D (no picture)
也到Amway买了好多的保养品!给自己一点娱乐...现在完完全全放轻松了...最值得高兴的是我习惯了一个人的生活...不再去碰任何的爱情问题了!我享受自由的生活...
我也为我那么久以来都还没去做的事情,现在也开始去做咯...希望成功!
下一站: 韩国，香港



继续....

It gave me a strong feelings

I've capture everything I did last two months. Why I'll just mention this two months is because I've been experience quite loads of thing in only 2 months! I know the actual of mankind attitude, it's amazing to discover their attitude. And the important thing is I learnt alot of skill from them. I did met alot of new friends and now we promised each other that we hv to contact each other oftenly. They are friendly and being with them is just like a family. Perhaps, every company should also hv this kind of feeling too. Maybe, I just love the feeling that surrounded by people. Also, sometimes I did hv some negative feelings which I wont write it here but however the best feeling would always more than X feeling! :P

I still remember the first day I step into their circular scopes, I was so nervous and dont know what I suppose to do and also hv a weird feeling. But when time flies, our bond of relationship getting better and better. We planned a karaoke session, trip to taiwan/hong kong which we alrdy promised each other we will go together on nxt year! :D , clubbing (this is the best memories that I cant forget, the environment gave me sense of relaxation and they are so funny! One of them keep performing the magic card & idk I just love the feeling) , and the most excited thing were the next day after club we woke up at 6-7am and headed to park for jogging! (this is the task that we hv to accomplished :P and also a deal) , actually there are still quite alot of things that we hv been thru.

And just a blink of eye, it's september. I tot that time would be enough for me after graduated but NO, after step out from high school you'll only know the path you're going is true or wrong. And this is the time for you to challenge your life. Thinking that how wonderful if I'm studying right now.

Well, I've make a call just now and it has let go my anger. Phew..
and the words I wanted to scream...
FINALLY!

part of my life

Listening songs

suddenly miss the feeling

the love feeling

such a long time

although yes

we're in a relationship

but the feeling alrdy gone far apart from us

sometimes

it's amazing we're still in love

but it just like a glass

easily to be broken

but our status just like

the glass almost fell down and caught by us

I miss every part of journey we've been thru

only those songs could describe my feeling

although i look strong from outside

but actually I'm very weak!

I need protection and love

It's possible

to love me once again

but I feel warm and protective

whenever I being with my folk

only these feeling appear

just..


I hate lonely

opps!

I've picked some of my free time to shop in a shopping complex. Actually not planning to buy anything but those female stuff had caught my attention so I couldn't resist to bring them home.
But apparently, It's real time to renew my skin care product & cosmetic. Chanel is my top stuff that I wanted in my shoplist. And of course, lipstick is my most favourite among all cosmetics so I can't miss the chance to choose one of it.






Is time to fight with the time again.
ciao

Mr.!

Someone told me,
if you aint getting better life from this age
you'll deserve better on da age between 30-45
cuz there's rotation on this world.
U had a good life but u'll have a bad life experience too
and so called fatal life.

Mr, I want you to listen carefully
I've been watching you for very long
maybe there is a lil bit improvement, not much
I hope you could do better than this

I got a request
and I provide a period of 5 years time to capture everything
u did.

Hope this would be the right decision.

not likey alone

Having meal alone
Shopping alone
Watching movie alone
Everything alone
I hate to be alone

To be truth, I cant stay alone without anyone
it such a boredom
Lonely is not to be spend in a day

that's why i keep on thinking non stop
what should i do
what activities i shall do to spend my day
although my 24hours is fully packed
but what i have used was 12hours on doing
NOTHING

I wish there's an investment about a robot which accompany u whenever u need it.
I wish that my life could be very surprising and extra-ordinary

IDK

today i've asked myself a question:
what am i actually thinking?

everyday sitting in da corner and tot myself as a useless person
because i did nothing!
I just sat there and doing nothing.
yes maybe dreaming,thinking and idk nothing at all.
holly crap.
I told myself that this kind of lifestyle not belong to me.
I tot i have an official permanent job would be fun and busy but NO
it is not enough..
this kind of schedule is not suppose to be fill in my timetable
I want to be super duper busy and keep doing things not sitting at there
doing nothing to get pay.
There's something wrong and to be honest
it is so
BORING & USELESS

should provide time to move on
but when?
when is the right time?
IDK

Oh la-la!

I've escaped for a moment to make sure I still have a blog account.
That's right, I'm here right here.
I've been kidnapped by workaholic lifestyle.
But now here I am.
Building a blog, a career and being successful takes hard work. It means you need to give up some free time and get busy doing things. Don't ever waste time cause time is golden. Sometimes I don't get enough time per day to do what I've been miss out.
Time flies, ever since I graduated from my high school.
Human changing everyday, as you watching a new born baby you could discover the baby slowly learn to crawl, walk, talk and speak. That's the process of growing up and learning. That's no different between us, we're learning everyday. Even we're on job, the truth is we are still learning how to keep on our live in working industries.
Learning could bring improvement.
Improvement could make us success on certain task.
We get scold is a right cause we learn from mistake. Sometimes we do not accept it but slowly we will remind it in our mind and changed it.

I love the way of changing to (+) not (-)
I love to (+) my daily lifestyle level and (-) my stress
I wanted to (-) my illness and get back (+) into my achievement
I hope every (-) could get hell away from me and (+) always stay with me
but...
no matter (+) or (-),
the decision is always your. The conclusion been made by yourself.
Regrets is the thing that you created by your own.
Just to make sure think before making something that regretful.
Pointless..
Charge up your brain (+)(+)(+) everyday to remind yourself that's no REGRET in your nervous system.