Mr.!

Someone told me,
if you aint getting better life from this age
you'll deserve better on da age between 30-45
cuz there's rotation on this world.
U had a good life but u'll have a bad life experience too
and so called fatal life.

Mr, I want you to listen carefully
I've been watching you for very long
maybe there is a lil bit improvement, not much
I hope you could do better than this

I got a request
and I provide a period of 5 years time to capture everything
u did.

Hope this would be the right decision.

not likey alone

Having meal alone
Shopping alone
Watching movie alone
Everything alone
I hate to be alone

To be truth, I cant stay alone without anyone
it such a boredom
Lonely is not to be spend in a day

that's why i keep on thinking non stop
what should i do
what activities i shall do to spend my day
although my 24hours is fully packed
but what i have used was 12hours on doing
NOTHING

I wish there's an investment about a robot which accompany u whenever u need it.
I wish that my life could be very surprising and extra-ordinary

IDK

today i've asked myself a question:
what am i actually thinking?

everyday sitting in da corner and tot myself as a useless person
because i did nothing!
I just sat there and doing nothing.
yes maybe dreaming,thinking and idk nothing at all.
holly crap.
I told myself that this kind of lifestyle not belong to me.
I tot i have an official permanent job would be fun and busy but NO
it is not enough..
this kind of schedule is not suppose to be fill in my timetable
I want to be super duper busy and keep doing things not sitting at there
doing nothing to get pay.
There's something wrong and to be honest
it is so
BORING & USELESS

should provide time to move on
but when?
when is the right time?
IDK

Oh la-la!

I've escaped for a moment to make sure I still have a blog account.
That's right, I'm here right here.
I've been kidnapped by workaholic lifestyle.
But now here I am.
Building a blog, a career and being successful takes hard work. It means you need to give up some free time and get busy doing things. Don't ever waste time cause time is golden. Sometimes I don't get enough time per day to do what I've been miss out.
Time flies, ever since I graduated from my high school.
Human changing everyday, as you watching a new born baby you could discover the baby slowly learn to crawl, walk, talk and speak. That's the process of growing up and learning. That's no different between us, we're learning everyday. Even we're on job, the truth is we are still learning how to keep on our live in working industries.
Learning could bring improvement.
Improvement could make us success on certain task.
We get scold is a right cause we learn from mistake. Sometimes we do not accept it but slowly we will remind it in our mind and changed it.

I love the way of changing to (+) not (-)
I love to (+) my daily lifestyle level and (-) my stress
I wanted to (-) my illness and get back (+) into my achievement
I hope every (-) could get hell away from me and (+) always stay with me
but...
no matter (+) or (-),
the decision is always your. The conclusion been made by yourself.
Regrets is the thing that you created by your own.
Just to make sure think before making something that regretful.
Pointless..
Charge up your brain (+)(+)(+) everyday to remind yourself that's no REGRET in your nervous system.